I really don't have much to say. Things are kinda rocky at home most of the time. Work is.. well.. work. It's not bad people, I'm just getting kind of sick of working. But *shrugs* cash flow. I'm really looking forward to seeing my grandparents tomorrow, but I gotta start feeling better today because I can't stay home tomorrow and then go. No way mom would let me. I feel a little better today than yesterday (in case you didn't gather, I'm sick.), but I've lost my voice a little more. By Thursday, it'll probably be gone. Which sucks because Friday I'll desperately need it. Anyway, not a lot is really going on with me lately. I miss V though. I don't really talk to her much lately, and I'm starting to lose her. She's one of the best friends I've ever had, and she's known and understood me better than most.. heck.. anyone. So, Vanessa, if you read this, we really need to get back together, cause I miss you. Anyway, I'm going to bed and getting some sleep since it's 7:30 and I'm home sick from school.
So, it's been like a month...sorry to anyone who still reads this thing...uhhhm...I don't really have much of anything going on. I'm home sick today. I feel kinda like crap. Rachel has a job interview today (yay for her :)). I miss Vanessa. And I get to see SLIPKNOT in four days. FREAKING PIT TICKETS!!!! So yeah. That's about it.
Oh, and I want a good Xmas gift from you Kim. lol
So here's a breif overtone of my life since I last blogged. Vanessa's 18, woo. No big change. My dad's 51 or so, no big change. Fall festival was pretty cool. I wish I could've ridden more rides, but whatever, I still had a good time. It was cool to take Rach for her first time. I've decided that Rob's a complete asshole - but then again, who didn't see that one? Um, Nathan's a piece of dirty shit, and I really hope that he doesn't make the phone call because when his kid is born, she doesn't need anything to do with his lousy ass. Besides, Drew will be a MUCH MUCH MUCH better father BY FAR. I can't really think of what else is going on. *shrugs* Anyway, I'm out.
Hey...this is the first time I've read my blog lately. I am SOOO sorry that I wasn't there for you that night. Jeez. If you want to do something tonight, gimme a call. I haven't seen you in forever.
So my grandparnets emailed me this forward, and I realize that sounds like an unusual thing to post on a blog, but I think this may be something to get out there. We may be able to significantly lower gas prices if we show the middle eastern oil/gas venders how much money they really do make from us.
The Saudis are boycotting American goods. We should return the favor.
An interesting thought might be to boycott their GAS.
Every time you fill up the car, you can avoid putting MORE money into the coffers of Saudi Arabia . Just buyfrom gas companies who don't import their oil from The Saudis.
I thought it might be interesting for you to know which oil companies are the best to buy gas from and Which major companies import Middle Eastern oil.
MIDDLE EAST IMPORTERS:
Shell............................. 205,742,000 barrels
Chevron/Texaco.......... 144,332,000 barrels
Exxon /Mobil............... 130,082,000 barrels
Marathon/Speedway... 117,740,000 barrels
Amoco............................62,231,000 barrels
If you do the math at $30/barrel, these imports amount to over $18 BILLION!
Note: The price of oil is now over $50/barrel- - -increasing the take to about $30 Billion!!!!!
Here are some large companies who
Do Not import Middle Eastern oil:
Citgo.........................0 barrels Sunoco...................0 barrels
Conoco......................0 barrels Sinclair....................0 barrels
BP/Phillips.................0 barrels Hess........................0 barrels
ARC0......................0 barrels
All of this information is available from the Department of Energy and each is required to state where they get their oil and how much they are importing.
But to have an impact, we need to reach literally millions of gas buyers.
It's really simple to do.
So, I'm in marketing, and I was checking my blog comments and all, and it dawned on me that I totally just announced the whole me and Rachel thing..yeah...to all people who have read that, my mother can NOT know. She'd make Rachel move out. Anyway, yeah. Oh, and aunt Kim, I have no idea what you're talking about.
I have pretty much nothing to say. The general populace now knows that Rachel and I are going out. I've been yelled at multiple times, and I know that it's because people care, but I really hold no regard to what some of those people have said. "Oh, I don't want you to get hurt." Well, then, why'd you hurt me in the past? Granted Rachel says that too. *shrugs* I dno. I need new friends, but you know, most of the time, I'd never want to trade in the ones I have. Even if I wanted to, I'd never do it. I love you guys too durn much. :-P Anyway, that's about all the news or anything I really feel like talking about.
Life is weird when you live with someone you either can't be away from or can't stand to be around. *sigh* We've been getting along pretty well actually, but I could most definatly use a little break. I dno. Things are different. I just don't have much to say bout anything anymore. I'm sort of trying to blend in to nothing lately, and I really have no idea why. *shrugs* I dno. Not much else to say.
So...I got my hair cut. I hate it. With a passion. But I can wear it up, and that really FUCKING blows because the whole reason I got it cut was to look better down so I could wear it down to school more. Now I'm fucking pissed, and I'm very upset because I hate it. But what sucks even more is that it's my own damn fault. So what-the-fuck-ever.
Eek not, like, oh no, but eek, like, OHMUHEFFINGGOSH I'm waaaaaaay excited. Yeah, that eek. Anyway, so I'm in spanish class before the bell rings, and I happen to strike up a conversation with Josh. So we're talking, and I go, "So, is somebody wearing your jersey tomorrow?" and he goes, "No, why? Did you want to?" And it was all I could do not to scream and be like, "HELLLS YEAAAAH" but I just, "Yeah, that'd be cool. I was gonna ask you or Nick cause you're the only guys I really know on the team." I kept my calm. But I'm like, FREAKING OUT. I'm SO excited. Cause it was like...I didn't really have to ask, he sorta offered. I know I've totally over analyzing it because Josh is just a nice guy like this, but STILL. I'm excited. I'm meeting up with him tomorrow at 7:15 in from of room 336. lol I'm WAY too excited about this. It's got to be unhealthy. lol Oh, and V is wearing Andy's jersey too. So tomorrow, V and I will be jersey girls. How crazy?!? Ah, excitement. lol
Deeper
They've gotten deeper,
Those marks all up my arm,
The ones you never notice,
That are there to plainly see.
They've gotten deeper,
Those clouds inside my mind,
The ones you never catch on to,
That are taking over me.
They've gotten deeper,
Those gashes encompassing my heart,
The ones that you caused but cannot find,
That are so obvious to everyone other than you.
They've gotten deeper,
Those cuts inside my soul,
The ones you so delicately placed,
That are mimicked on my arms.
They've gotten deeper.
OK, so I stole this from myspace...but I think it's important.
Dont Buy gas on September 3rd !!!!
Boycotting the gas company will decrease the price dramatically. I've checked into it and if over half of the US didn't buy gas for one day, the gas companies would be close to bankruptcy!!! So Let's show them how to lower gas prices. So repost this to all your friends. We have to get the word out. Its NATIONAL DON'T BUY GAS DAY!!!
It's just easier to talk to you through messages than you having to like, go through and look at all the comments to find what I say...then again, if you're anything like me, you check for them anywy..but SHH.. lol