I keep thinking about this one guy. Sure, there are great guys all around me, but I can't seem to get this one out of my head. There are two main guys right now, and another one, but he's just an attraction, no real chemistry. But I can't get the first guy out of my head. He was the first guy I really loved, first guy I kissed, now some of you will say he isn't, but he's the first guy I've ever kissed back. When I was in his arms, I knew everything was all right. So much drama was going on with everyone I knew, but it all disappeared when I was with him. But then something happened. Not sure what, but I miss him so much. I think about him all the time, not constantly, but a lot. I just want to move on so badly, start new relationships with other people, but I can't bring myself to do it.