uuhhh, I've figured that whenever I am upset, I just need to get out of my house. I really wanted to go somewhere unfamiliar (which means not the east side or newburgh) but of course I can't drive so I called Ivy but she wasn't there. Kenzie was at the social or east or something. I called Whitney but she was working. BLEEH! I just can't wait until I can drive so I will be able to get out of the tension-filled side of town when needed! So I ran today to get out my emotions...very good way to. I need to get one of those MP3 players (i think) that i can just wrap around my arm or hook onto my shorts (something light and compact) b/c I tried to run with my CD player, but it didn't work out too well...haha. Fun trying, though. Kenzie had to chase down the mailman (in this case, a mailwoman) to give her something...it was hilarious! pshssshshshshshhs, i just need outta the house....but how? since I'm my moms little slave now, I can't do much...sucks! SOMEONE, COME RESCUE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!