No, you just don't understand. Whitney got me a job at Shylers. She just called and said I can have it if I want it which would be awesome!! I would get to see Whitney all the time. I would have a ride to work (Whitney, obviously). I would have Whitney there to teach me all the stuff to do. I will make money. And I won't have to go searching for a job which is what I was supposed to be doing this summer but then Almeta got us the landscaping job so I would've had to do that next summer. I swear, I have enough deoderant to supply everyone in Africa! Let's see *goes and gets it all* I have 1 Soft and Dri Power Stripe Passion Flower, 1 Lady Speed Stick Wild Freesia Invisible Dry, 2 Teen Spirit (one Romantic Rose and one Berry Blossom), and here come the secrets: 2 Secret Powder Fresh, 1 Secret Sheer Dry Powder Fresh, 1 Secret Sheer Dry Spring Breeze, 2 Secret Platinum Protection Spring Breeze, and 2 Secret Platinum Protection Mystic Rain. so lets see...12, I have 12. really don't know why i am telling you all this...but i thought it was cool/odd. ANYWAY, have my last drive today...gonna miss Justin! HE'S HOTTTTT!!! and mama is gonna take pics....oh man. Last night at Applebees, she was like "Lauren, now I know this is going to embarrass you, but I'm going to take pictures of you in your Drive Time car tomorrow." craaaazy lady!! kenzie and lisa came down today. Lisa is def one of kenz's fav friends of mine (if that made sense). I finally figured out mama's game she always plays on the computer! yessssss... well, here is another survey. You don't ahve to read it...it just gives me something to do. a n g e r section. do you have a quick temper?: not really what do you do when you're mad?: go in my room, cry, and hit stuff. what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: threw my basketball at something in my room if you can take back time, would you have never done this?: yeah ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: umm, not that I can remember, but prolly ever psyhically hurt someone when you were mad?: kicked a soccer ball at someone do you curse when you're mad?: no c r y i n g section. when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: hmm, it’s been a while ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yes! ever cried over the opposite sex?: ummm….not sure do you cry when you get an injury?: depends what happens do certain songs make you cry? Yes! Too often can you make yourself cry?: yeah, but I have to think about depressing things or pretend like I’m acting p a i n section. what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: can’t choose what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: ummm, put myself down? what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: talk about them or lie to them ever had a painful break up?: not really how depressed can you get?: I don’t really get depressed do you inflict pain on yourself?: nah, I’m too much of a baby even if I wanted to h a p p y section. are you normally a happy person?: yeah, I’d say so what can make you happy?: laughter and friends do you wish you were happier?: no, ppl that are happy all the time are goons what makes you the happiest?: Ashleigh or Almeta is being happy overrated?: most def not what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: absolutely can music make you happy?: I suppose so l o v e section. how many times have you had your heart broken?: not many if any do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: OH YES! have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: prolly did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: umm, vice versa ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yes has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: that’s not why it stopped h a t e section. who do you actually hate?: hate is such a strong word. ever made a hit list?: ha, yeah, Ashleigh and I did have you ever been on a hit list?: umm, probably are you a mean bully?: nah do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: umm, depends s e l f - e s t e e m section. is your self-esteem extremely low?: umm, sometimes do you believe in yourself?: try to when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: no, I say “thanks!” and it raises my self-esteem. Unless they are the snobby ppl who are making fun of you. are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: every now and then ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: no are you happy with who are you?: if I’m all I can be, yeah do you wish you can be someone else?: at times