I was thinking today about who the real "me" is....I know this sounds corny or whatever, but I spent a long time sitting on my couch, in silence, thinking about it. Like, is the real me the times when Ashleigh and I are sitting around, being lazy, and not wanting to even move because we're bums... or is it when Almeta and I go around at 2 in the morning, taking pictures throughout my neighborhood and TPing ppl... or is it when I'm with Sam and we're just messing around, not paying attention in classes, making health projects... or is it when I'm with people I don't really know and I act crazy and psycho... or is it when I'm with people I don't really know and I and calm and quiet and obedient... or is it when I'm with my dad and I act goofy and are constantly joking around... or is it when I'm with my mom and we're sitting around, watching Lifetime Movies and calling each other "cray" and sayin "Eat Shhhhhh-ugar"... or is it when I'm with mackenzie, and we listen to music and go on bike rides and crack jokes at our family... or is it when I'm with whitney, and we are talking about our old times in myrtle beach and how much fun we had and making fun of Julie... or is it when I'm with Kathy, talking about school, grades, current coca cola commercials, listening to Alanis Morrisette... or is it when I'm with Abby at work, making fun of steve, quoting a wide variety of movies, singing songs in the prep room... or is it whenever I'm expressing my anger towards my friends either through words or body language... or is it when I'm telling my friends or family about a good movie, my day, a cool new song I heard on the radio... or is it when I'm asking others about advice for a situations in which I'm stuck... or is it when I'm giving other advice for a situation that they're stuck in... I'm fun, yet I'm serious I question, yet I'm impulsive I'm a wimp, yet I'm strong I'm scared, yet I'm fearless I'm fun, yet I'm boring I'm quiet, yet I'm loud I'm rude, yet I'm polite I'm concerned, yet I'm carefree I'm expressive, yet I hide my emotions I'm an oxymoron is what I am just thought I'd share...