well im new here at suchisthis diaries. here's some things about me: 1. i like meeting new people. 2. i like it when people flatter me. 3. it's hard for me to get close to anyone. comment me and i'll love you. i promise. since you dont know me, yet, here's a bit about myself: im not very good at first introductions or at deceasing myself into few simple lines. i just dont have that kind of special hability since i've evolved alot in the past years and that doesn't offer much help to uncover my identity. i've changed too much, too fast so it's hard for me to define myself as one thing or label myself something. i finally turned 16 three months ago and it isnt sweet at all. if you ask me its the total opposite; bitter. i think its when i turned sixteen that i realized how confused and how much of a mess i was/am. i noticed that i'm the kind of person who seriously needs guidance but has no source to find it. my life has taken me places where i didnt want to go and its now that i know, that's what life is; always going against our will. i've moved A LOT so i cant give myself a home destination. as you can tell im not optimistic, i've been living in that fairytale of optimism for way too long. i think the potion is slowly wearing off as things keep getting worse. my teenage angst is unbearable so i created this diary. THE REASON FOR THIS DIARY: yes, i have a reason for this diary but i will explain later. well thats it for now, take care of yourselves! because no one else will