my motto: i'ill smile when i have something to smile about. when i got home i saw a flower on tv and it had made a passage through concrete and it made me think if a gentle plant fights that much in order to stay alive then maybe life is worth living and fighting for. but then the news came on and they were talking about atomic bombs and it totally killed my "raisonnement". life isnt worth living if your just going to exterminate everyone and i was trying to run away from that but thats what humans have been doing for ages in history now isnt so much different exept this time human race is at stakes. * Anywho that was my wisdom talking. i like my old self. i have too many selves. i should find my true self. darkness arises and i love it. i try to avoid this feeling... and feelings in general espcially happiness. the world isn't happy why should i? i'll self search another day. i'm sleepy and tired... dolefulutter ♥