with heavy eyes, but a light smile, she walked in the empty house where she had left all her worries for a couple of days. she was broke and three days of diligent work was waiting for her to catch up on life but, it was, nevertheless, all worth it. the many highs, the couple of lows, the moderate amount of alcohol and the blessing of good company that she experienced charged her with a desire to succeed. as she undressed herself to step into the shower, she scrutinized her reflection in the mirror. she grabbed her small breasts and raised them to made them look bigger but they just went back to normal when she let go. she touched her slim stomach hoping some fat would magically disappear, then proceeded to posing herself in sexy positions, but alas she just found her butt too big and sighted to hint her disappointment. she then focused on her face, where she thought her big nose overwhelmed her face leaving no chance for her lips to be admired, which were, according to her, her best feature. her attention then shifted to her hair. she grabbed it, the hair she spent countless hours trying to fix during those dreadful mornings but still, could never co-operate to look the way she wanted it to. overall, she was disenchanted by the silhouette she projected. who would grab her tiny waist and never let go if she looked like this? ha crazy thought! she walked into the shower thinking about that guy that would think about her as much as she would of him. with the hot steam slowly rising around her delicate body, her thought migrated towards the responsibilities she had to embark they were quite vicious in comparison to the partially heavenly days she just spent with the one person that could make all her worries go away, her best friend. after buttoning the last button of her blouse, she stepped in the world she despised to change it, i guess, little by little into a world she wouldn't be so reluctant to wake up in.