plunge into a pool of smiles and choke on the laughs surrounding you. when the laughs fill your lungs, you're living a lie. you know it's too hard to repel, just give up. suck it in and suppress your problems as your body sinks into the debauchery of camouflaged happiness. simply empty your lungs with bliss until you feel numb. the moment your pale body is floating, they'll realize that you needed attention. it was "help" that you were trying to scream.