Stationned in a cage equipt with a roof, I am finding the right words to outline the feelings in my vacuous heart on this lovely day of the mothers. But foiled attempts are the results as I recall my negligence to show appreciation to my "life portal" (mom). As I'm left to bewail, I seek a curse to which I could put the blame. Goddamned contestation of the past and strain of the future! However, it is not to blame yet it is the cause of the tears and lost screams at night. But it is true to justify, I LOVE YOU MOM, as I should and as you should give me distance...let me depart. And we shall come nestled.