I must've dreamed this conversation a thousand times, but it always ended without an answer. Does that mean I have no chance? Would that mean that people are right? It'll never works between us?! It has been years since we last saw each other and that last moment that i saw you was immortalized in my mind. I remember you taking my breath away at every one of your smiles. But now years passed, love came and went for you and so did for me, but maybe less successfully for me. I longed to call you every time i needed those sweet words that you excelled at to make me feel at home, safe. You conforted me in my decisions without knowing it, i loved you for it, yet i despised you also. How could I let myself fall for you? I was walking a on-way street towards lethal love, then... further down the road i saw you turn around the corner, towards me. You looked at me with the same smile that trapped me to you, a few years ago. I wondered if you could see the love I hid from you in my eyes, the window to my feelings and secrets waiting to be discovered. You walked slowly towards me. I noticed you didn't change. You were just as tall, just as sincere in your movements... How could you be so naive? Your brown hair was longer but just as curly and your arms seemed stronger despite how lean you always were. I was admiring you, quietly, as you said your salutations. I was holding myself back from running into your arms and saying how much i missed you and loved you with tears in my eyes, but I did nothing of that. "Hi, how are you these days?" I said. "Okay, I've been around..." waiting for you to be mine. I hoped he added. "That's cool, I'm back in town...for a while at least" "I know, Steven told me. Why didn't you call me? We would've done something...all us three, the originn-..." "I didn't call you because whenever I called, he never made me feel as if I was a nuisance." I replied, almost screaming. He had a troubled look on his face. He was unconfortable, but took a step forward leaning towards me. By taking step back, I avoided his touch. Now, I was screaming: "No! Don't touch me!" Then, tears started making their appearance on my face. "I know you shouldn't care because you wouldn't know. I mean, you can't see through the phone...but seriously you were never an analyser. I thought you would get it. I know, I'm scaring you. Look...I can't, but I did too much..." I sarted rambling about my thoughts as they came. It didn't make any sens and i could tell by his confused look. Then I stopped, I froze, and anger took place of all my worries. He had a look of what looked like pity in his eyes. I can't believe he pitied me. Was I that vulnerable? "Don't look at me that way! Mr.-I'm-so-lonely-and-I-can't-get-a-girlfriend, but, yet, has 3 girls ready to give their hearts to you. I pity myself so I don't need yours. You were so wrapped up in yourself, you forgot...you just forgot." "Forgot what?" "You forgot that I still have your aqua Sponge Bob Square Pants wrist band." I answered, calming down. He had a confused look on his face, but he thought for a second. I knew, he wasn't going to ask what I meant by this circuitry because this ressembled our online conversations. It made no sens, it was all abstract. Things had hidden meanings and it was our unique way of communicating our deepest beliefs...and now feelings, at least for me. "What about the three girls? Who are they?" "A Dear, Honey and a Queen, I dont know them any other way. The Dear left scared of your secrets, Honey was confused by them, but the Queen..." I was now smilling. "The Queen she admired those dark secrets, longing to find out what they were. She stayed far by your side. There was also a Bull, but she stole from you and I don't know how that started or finished." "It went well. Does the Queen have the jewel?" "I do believe she does but the Alchemist must want it for her to show it...or she will ask three questions and depart and take on another quest." "What are those questions?" "Firstly, what amuses him in the skeleton epic. Secondly, where did he start his life. The third question, the most important, will depend on the answer of the first two." "I see." [...] It finally ended. After your answer, I playback all the good moments we had together clueless of what blocked between us. I cursed my curse that promoted change but walked forward with tears in my eyes. A warm feeling took place instead of the twisting in my heart and a smile took place on my face...I was free and you were behind me, also smilling and relieved...