with freedom comes a price. the openness of such proposition leaves one with immense options that will either help you fulfill your potential or make you fall through the cracks. it separates the followers from the leaders, the successful innovators and the self-motivators. as the school year came to an end, i realized i fell through the cracks and then buried myself inside. i am utterly disgusted with the path i trekked. if someone could wake me up from this nightmare, i would be very grateful. wait. it's okay though, i like looking myself in the mirror as i truly am; the unmotivated, sad, pathetic, failure that i am. be careful when walking in the streets, i need to pick myself up.