my entries are all mixed. my thoughts are all here ambiguously organized by wrong dates to create a false train of thoughts. however they are all here and through the fogged mirrors of my mind, one would never know the difference between now, yesterday and tomorrow. i can't admit that i am not fazed by this fact. however, today is a special day, a day to remember the past; my past in a chronological order of the past few weeks. i was nervous when i woke up at six o'clock to start my journey as an university student. i knew one person and was assured that i didnt have any classes with that person. i wanted to start on the right foot but i waltzed in the class tired with my head in the clouds. i was in another world, where beds and pellows were everywhere. guided by my instincts to get to all of my classes safely and on time, the morning passed by really fast. yet, i had to work afterwards. my odyssey wasn't over and lack of sleep overcame me....(to be continued)