Last night was a dream.. and now I have to wake up. It was perfect. WE were perfect. I don't think I will ever have someone like that again.. where he can just hold me and then suddenly everything is right with the world again. I was at his house until around two. Most of the night was great. We just did the little things that USE to make us happy. We played with his dog, listened to music, and just played around like we USE to. And the worst part was that I couldn't stop smiling. I don't want to wake up. Because when I wake up he is still with her. "Christina is a great girlfriend and I can't just break her heart like that".. but he doesn't want me to move on. He says that he loves me but what does that really mean anyway. If he loved me than things would be different. I was his Konstantine. That song always made him think of me. Its by Something Corporate. I can't imagine all the people that you know and the places that you go when the lights are turned down low and I don't understand all the things you've seen but I'm slipping in between you and your big dreams it's always you in my big dreams and you tell me that it's over wake up lying in a patch of four leaf clovers and you're restless, and I'm naked you've gotta get out you can't stand to see me shaking no could you let me go? I didn't think so and you don't wanna be here in the future so you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past and you don't wanna look much closer cuz your afraid to find out all this hope you had sent into the sky by now had crashed and it did because of me then you'd bring me home cuz we both know what it's like to be alone and I'm dreaming in your living room but we don't have much room to live and if this is what it takes just to lie with my mistakes and live with what I did to you all the hell I put you through it's not hard to dream you'll always be my konstantine my konstantine, they'll never hurt you like I do no they'll never hurt you like I do this is to a girl who got into my head with all the pretty things she did hey you know you keep me up in bed this is to a girl who got into my head with all these fucked up things I did hey maybe baby you could keep me up in bed my Konstantine you spin around me like a dream we played out on this movie screen and I said did you know I missed you? I miss you my Konstantine [ Background by www.nuthinbutnet.net ]