It's hanging on.. when your heart has had enough. It's giving more when you feel like giving up. I feel so alone even with my friends. I still can't get his face out of my head.. and it's giving me nightmares. To make matters worse, pretending that there wasn't an accident isn't working and, like always, I'm having problems with the opposite sex. I go through these phases where no one likes me and then all of the sudden it seems like too many people do. Knowing me.. when more than one person acts on their feelings at one time I'll freak out and mess up things. fjasdkgjakd Oh well.. It's the SUMMER before my SENIOR year!! thinking? I think not. so now it's different just living and breathing to breathe