What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here? What is the sense in crying when every tear you shed won't ever bring him back again? I'm so depressed.. I've never been an optimistic person but I think this is getting serious. I think i'm just.. tired. Just so tired of breathing. There will be always be something else and someone else but I don't want anything else. I liked it how things were. I loved it.. but now I hate it even more because every time I start to think I'm fine and I'm going to make it.. I lose. I can't do this anymore. Ideas? Update: Now Jacob is just trying to use his pain to balance everything out. When we were together my family and friends hated him.. and they still do. Now he is doing everything that he can to make his family and friends hate me. And on top of that, I think he just might be trying to get me to hate him as much as he seems to hate me. What do you say when everything's said..? :'( [ Background by www.nuthinbutnet.net ]