Alright.. now I'm scared. I had a dream last night and I woke up crying. Crying so hard.. it seemed like forever before I could stop. It was kinda like a collage of some of my memories. Jacob and me kissing in the rain.. we always loved the rain.. he even asked me out in the rain. Us playing on the playground at my old school.. just every moment that I have been holding close to my heart. What if the only reason I like Tim is because he's everything that Jacob isn't? That was the thought that I woke up with.. that is what chills my heart. Its time to wake up but I don't want to wake up Because when I wake up Everything is real and My dreams don't come true I will break and I will fall I will fall like my tears I will.. harder than I have ever fallen before Harder than I fell for you This time I'm not getting up Because I don't want to wake up not again.. never again.. Nothing has been the same since you took my hand and changed my life Not since I let those fatal last words leave my lips When this is all over Know that I have loved Know that I have loved you So that my sleep shall not have been in vain. [ Background by www.nuthinbutnet.net ]