Because I love you....you will leave me.
This is the lesson fate is trying to tell me.
My grandparents were all I had. When I was 13 I lost my father. When I was 18 I lost my mother.
LOST ...what a word that is..what a tease.. losing something implies that you can find it again. such a delicate word used to provide such delicate hope. worthless.
I tried to get closer to my father when I went home to help get the things from her home..then I left to go back to college. That night I got a phone call from the hospital letting me know where my father was. Are you going to take him from me too??
I didn't know that it was possible to feel so alone... especially for someone who is almost never alone. Is it ever alright it NOT be okay? I know that I have not been the ideal person lately.. I need to start over. I have to i'm suffocating here.
Death is misleading.
I am a fire caught in a storm.
Using my memories like embers to keep warm.
Though I may stray across you in my dreams,
You will leave me in the morning.
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