I lyKe LuV ParIs HiLton. SheS ToTaLLy My IdOL! AlL giRlS ShoUld LoOk Up To HER! ThE wORld WouLD bE A BeTta PlaCe! I LuV tyPin ThiS waY! I BeAt SomE Girl UP toDaY. ShE wAs All LIkE BiTCh WhaTcHa LooKIn At? I wAs LyKe NuTTiN MUCH! DaTz WhaTsUP! K. I'm done. That was my April Fool's joke. I got you , journal. Ha, didn't I?!?! --- I write on here for myself. It's a healthy way of writing life down. For remembering things. For letting go of feelings. For having a hobby of writing. Nothing more. And i'll be the first to admit, what I write on here isn't the most interesting of things. But suprisingly, I have readers. And I think that is pretty cool. But not when i start getting comments like this on my last entry: it seems as thought a lot of people care for u.. but u could be looking past the few that care the most..? [anonymous (64.12.116.7)] And... the ones that care the most are always overlooked.. and sometimes u never c them again-- [anonymous (64.12.116.7)] C'mon now. First off, anonymous? Atleast tell me your name! Secondly, it's a little rude to make me feel like such a bad person when all i was trying to do was remember a happy, good birthday that I had. Sheesh. Gotta poision all the good stuff. Next, I wasn't trying to say, 'Look! People care about me!' No, gosh no. Finally, the whole 'looking past' deal. Sure, I've looked past people. It's certainly happened in the past. We all do it. It's HUMAN. But we learn from the past. I actually mentioned a few entries ago how I'm trying to appreciating those in my life alot more. And right now... with the people in my life right now... I feel I care about all of them. Notice how I was thanking them? I dont know. I shouldn't let it get to me. But eh, it sounded a little creepy in that second one. If you are mad about something I did in the past, or if you are super sensitive and feel I'm neglecting you, or if you are trying to give me advice in a mean way that makes me feel bad.... go ahead and disagree and write little anonymous comments to me on my OWN darn journal. It is very cool. --- K. I'm done (for the second time). I could give a detailed update about whats really been going on. I could... but eh, I'm exhausted. Mainly from all this lacrosse I've been playing. Sorry journal. Let's just simply say, even with recieving the strange comments, all is going very well. And that gets a much-deserved smiley... =). Even two... =).