I could rant. I could bitch. I could. But I won't. Because honestly, I find my life to be treating me amazing. The timing of everything is vindicated, I swear. I spent last weekend up at IUP. Partying in the hills. Meeting people. Melting crayons. Simply having a beyond-great time. I'm glad too. It really destroyed all the fears I had about going to college. My fears that I wouldn't be able to meet people, my fears of going to college alone, my fears of feeling self conscious about being my weird self. But no, I didn't have to worry about any of that. It was great. I'm so excited for college life now. [The great timing thing] I've only got 13 days left of high school. 13 days. I just feel ready for it be to over. I'm ready for the next part of my life. I was called a lesbian and a hippieshit in school this week. Man am I ready to go away from that place. [The timing!] A boy came into my life who likes to tell me nice things. It's swell. And I think Randi is finally decaying in my memory. Let's hope there is no relapse on those feelings. Oh and.. I love to paint so much more than anything ever i love it aslfkasjdflasdjf