Listening to: Peter gabriel- solsbury hill
I like this song so much that I haven't stopped playing it on repeat mode all day.
I like the date, may is a great month.
I like leaving school early to go to the mall with no money just to try random stuff on with my friends.
I like eating pizza and chips with dips for breakfast.
I like being able to be sober yet still have fun, and I especially like Rawb's company.
I like using my reversed physcology babysitting method: being more annoying than the annoying kids.
I like car rides when the music is blasting so I can sing as loud as I want and no one will ever know that I have a terrible voice.
I like talking about going on cool trips this summer. Like to Florida and three-day concerts in Tennesee.
I like making figures with the food on my dinner plate.
I like having secrety crushes, maybe more than I like having a relationship... er maybe not.
I like when I confuse and contradict myself. heh.
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So it's a school night. And it's midnight. Gosh. Why am I on here typing? Well, I havent slept good, or at all really the past two nights. It's been this way ever since I was sprinting down the rainy street at four in the morning out of self preservation a few nights ago. It's a long story but basically- people can really disgust me. I think I'm developing trust issues. I'd explain more but I don't think anyone could understand this one. Plus, i sort of want to forget it.
That's why I was listing my likes. I'm hopeful when I list them. It makes me feel good and forget about bad things. It gets me on a positive mindset. It's sort of a coping technique I guess.
yay for being sober! I reckon gettinf drunk is a tad but overrated...
RAW
RAW to you.
P.s. i'm eating vanilla frosted mini wheats RIGHT NOW! no lie, i went and got some after we had the cereal conversation.