'My heart was going boom, boom, boom.'

I like this song so much that I haven't stopped playing it on repeat mode all day. I like the date, may is a great month. I like leaving school early to go to the mall with no money just to try random stuff on with my friends. I like eating pizza and chips with dips for breakfast. I like being able to be sober yet still have fun, and I especially like Rawb's company. I like using my reversed physcology babysitting method: being more annoying than the annoying kids. I like car rides when the music is blasting so I can sing as loud as I want and no one will ever know that I have a terrible voice. I like talking about going on cool trips this summer. Like to Florida and three-day concerts in Tennesee. I like making figures with the food on my dinner plate. I like having secrety crushes, maybe more than I like having a relationship... er maybe not. I like when I confuse and contradict myself. heh. --- So it's a school night. And it's midnight. Gosh. Why am I on here typing? Well, I havent slept good, or at all really the past two nights. It's been this way ever since I was sprinting down the rainy street at four in the morning out of self preservation a few nights ago. It's a long story but basically- people can really disgust me. I think I'm developing trust issues. I'd explain more but I don't think anyone could understand this one. Plus, i sort of want to forget it. That's why I was listing my likes. I'm hopeful when I list them. It makes me feel good and forget about bad things. It gets me on a positive mindset. It's sort of a coping technique I guess.
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pizza for breakfast sounds heavenly...=P

yay for being sober! I reckon gettinf drunk is a tad but overrated...
Liar youse was hella drunkfaced last friday. thank the stars you were there though, as you were the one thing that made my night enjoyable.

RAW
[Anonymous]
RAWB!!! grrr I suck at typing
[Anonymous]
Liar?! I didnt drink! Nothing besides that awesome koolaid stuff. Mm.

RAW to you.

P.s. i'm eating vanilla frosted mini wheats RIGHT NOW! no lie, i went and got some after we had the cereal conversation.
yeah i just made it. i use a kodak easy share and canon AE-1
steph, you are an amazing person! god i look up to you.. you are incredibly smart and wonderful. we are all lucky to have you around! love ya girl! HP
[Anonymous]
my gosh hil i think that was one of the sweetest things anyone has ever said to me. I know I say this over and over again, but I mean it so much everytime i say it-- i miss you guys so much and i love ya. Can't wait til summer. We'll find someway of seeing eachother- even if that means hitchhiking. =)