That's my song addiction for this week. It's a beautiful song and sums up my feelings for 'him'. Hah sorry Rawb, I did the not-mentioning-name thing. --- I love the sun, even if it does bad things to skin. April is finally giving us some good weather. I love it. I haven't been bored, mainly because it's easier to find things to do. Rollerblade. Bonfire. Beat my dad in basketball (damn right i did). So much to do! And as I've noticed... the weather has total control over my moods. Oh the power! --- This past week was insane. We had PSSA testing in school. It's not that it was hard, but it was just tiring to fill in all those little bubbles. And if that wasn't enough standardized testing... I had to go to these stupid SAT prep classes everyday after school. My mom made me sign up. I know it's for my own benefit, but I just couldn't get myself to listen to a word said. Rather than focus my mind on information doomed to appear on the test that may 'determine my future', I was off thinking about sparking a conversation with the intriguing boy infront of me. Not really managing my time the best. Then, straight to lacrosse games/practice on a stomach without dinner. I've never been so drained of energy. By the time I got my delirious-self home again, the only thing I could get myself to do was eat. Then, I collapsed in my bed. Only to wake up the next morning for the same routine. Oh yay. I took a timeout from all this on Friday, though. I ate and slept all day to recharge my battery. I think I had to or else I was just going to freeze up or something. So I sort of neglected this. That is why I haven't updated a whole 5 days. That's a really long time for me. --- A little bit of insight from an unknown source: 'It is better to be hated for you are, than loved for who you are not.' Those are the concluding words.