There was a spontaneous girl who danced in the middle of a crowded intersection. There was a cop who was ordered to yell at her. There was a moment where the cop went up to her and she grabbed him by the hand and they danced in the middle of the street to the music only they could hear. ...I keep daydreaming up weird random things. Well, like that. Daydreaming is my best diversion from real life, my real life that is oh so crazy. I don't even know where to begin with these past few. I'll try to though in a few paragraphs of chaos. --- Nature has changed my life. Such as small sentence for such a hugely, drastic meaning. I'd write more about it, but that would be asking me to write a novel and I just don't have the energy to do that at 3:36 am. I'm going straight for a while for many, many reasons. It's tough. But I feel I'm making the right choice for now. It sucks though, saying no, that is. Atleast I know I have selfcontrol now. Plus, it's been doing me good in the past week that I've been clean. I have more energy, focus, and motivation to do some of the things I've been wanting to this summers end. I wouldn't take back a single hit from this summer though. No way. Heh, no way man. An old lady at worked called me a liar when I told her we didn't have any lemonade. We didn't. I hate when people call me a liar, especially over something as stupid as a beverage. Wednesday has now become one of my more favorite days of the week. The reason being: FREE GAME NIGHT at some place we found that starts with a C. I was mainly playing the virtual skateboarding game, beating Bill at the racing game (one time anyhow lol), watching Noob be awesome at DDR, and dominating the zombies with my sidekick. Boyle, Krista, Carley, Stacey, Katie, Sarah, and me all went to Chili's to simply have a night of going out to eat and going to the moives like normal kids do. We did the chili's thing and it was awesome. But we were all like 'we don't have the attention span for a movie.' So we all went to Carley's to be crazies and be hippies (which I couldnt participate in!). It was awesome. I LOVE my girls. Driving is overrated. And expensive. I found a new music interest. My parents sort of forced me into going to a free blues concert with them. I never thought I would of digged it so much. It rocked lots. Mom taught us all how to crochet. We make it look cool too. I couldn't do it at first, but now that I got it- i like it- the way an old lady does. I'm making a navy scarf. Wowz lol. Renee is moving out. So is Rachel I think. I can't believe it really. I never thought any of my sisters would ever leave. And we're just adding an addition to my house. So we are gonna have some room in our formerly overcrowded house. I'm thinking it would be cool to get a foreign exchange student. I'll run it by my parents. I doubt they'll be as enthusiastic as I am. I found a snake on the road when I took a walk at 1 in the morning last night. I named her Inga. I played with her for a while. It was fun. I learned how to take slow exposure photos. I'm super excited. We went to the river today. We walked upstream and then jumped in and let the current take us back downstream. We are extreme like that. I never took advantage of the river being so close until recently. Its a good deal. I took pictures by the river. Relaxing to the max. Tonight. Steve Miller band concert. So much freaking energy there. I loved it. Even better, Steve played my favorite song-- 'Wild Mountain Honey.' I met two people there who I feel the need to mention. First, Jim. He was on a lot of drugs I think but he came up to me and said 'I don't know anyone here, but I feel like I know you.' Then, he talked for awhile real crazy and then starting chanting to 'Joy, love and peace!' Then, I talked to this kid. I feel terrible that I don't remember his name because he told me about his entire life for about 20 minutes. I know more about him than I know about most of my 'close' friends. He was awesome. Maybe, i'll see him again sometime. It's a long story that I don't feel the energy to tell and that's proabably a good thing cause I don't think I should be saying antying anyway but after the show.. half of my family and some friends got citations for alcohol posession. Thankfully, I didn't get cited for anything. Wow- even more of a wakeup call that going straight is the way to go for awhile. It sucks real bad. Fuck undercover asshole cops. Hopefully, it all works out. 'They'll send you to WAR, but yell at you for having a beer in your hand.' Those are the wise words of Zach. Zach rocks. --- You can't have a bunch of good without a balance of bad. Life is crazy.. but incredible. Enjoy summer as it winds down =/. Blast your music loud in that sexy sun. Right now, go for it.