The past few days, I've been really wanting to do a few things: Go nightswimming or Slowdance Or Slowdance while nightswimming. Yeah, def the last one! --- So we were at the allies today for practice. And i say to Krista, 'It feels like we were just here yesterday.' And she says 'That's because we were.' Hah. We bowl so much that I loose track anymore. Even after all hours of bowling and the gazillion pairs of rented shoes I've tied on my feet, I still suck! But I still have fun. I think that makes me an official BOWLER now. Go moi. --- Ever since I started taking pictures a few months ago, I've gradually been developing a slight obsession. Don't worry, it's not one that needs attention or counseling. I just like it a whole lot. It's all I want to do anymore. Every little thing I see inspires me to grab my camera. That's what I'm loving about photography- it's opening my eyes up. I see now. I'll find the most simple thing amazing and beautiful. And I want to capture that. So i can have it forever. It gets frustrating, though. I don't really have much skill (if any) yet. But that's my motivation. I want to get good enough that I can just take a picture that gets people feeling something. --- I don't really like being left on the back burner. It's pretty lame. So yeah, I can't be reached there any longer. I finally realized what a fool I was to believe him and 'wait' or whatever i was even doing. I can be so gullable and stupid sometimes. To change the subject and the boy, I don't know how/when these feelings rekindled. Or maybe they just never left. Or maybe I'm a lunatic. But it's really weird. I see him, and I just cant stop thinking about him. To change the subject again, only because i mentioned thinking, I read this thing that we all think the same amount. Which was a relief to me because I always thought I was an over-thinker. I was conviced that I overanalyzed every stupid little thing. But no! Everyone is like that. Woot.