First off, please comment if you read this thing. If you are reading this right now, you better be headed towards the 'Speak yo mind.' link. I'd appreciate it, for my curiousity and my own privacy seeing as I've been writing in here more than usual recently. --- Yay for the days of October 11th and 12th, for Rachel turns 19 and Renee turns 21. --- Life would be alot better if there was someone to cuddle with. The weather is getting colder [I cross my fingers that it will bring snow to cover things I don't want to see like certain people and stuff] and I just want someone to keep me warm and I'm frustrated with the fact that hope seems small. The love of the loveless. --- Will I need to find the derivative of a function EVER in my life, EVER? Certainly, not. Why did I ever agree to taking Calculus my senior year? I certainly do not know. --- My optimism is wearing thin as of late. But I've been trying to stay focused on: -My yesterday's fortune cookie which said: 'The love of your life is right in front of your eyes' (even though at the moment there wasn't anyone around me). -Following through with Russel's advice. -My trip to Italy in a two months, I'm plotting a plan to runaway and stay there forever and ever and ever. -My photography apprenticeship. -Soulive's incredible music. -Doing and saying whatever I want, whenever I feel like it regardless of what the dumbasses in my high school think of me. -CHANGING THE FREAKING WORLD, with each expression at a time.