ill fucking kill myself id do it now atleast lisa loces me i think well whateevr shea, what do i do lisa, ahhh i want to come over, i need my friends im gunna pump myself up on steroids because i am so pathetic and i brought this upon myself and then my testicals will shrink because i am secretly a man, but before that i will turn out like pam anderson and flaunt my breasts, then cut them off ((because i am a man)) and cry myself to sleep and sit in a corner oh my god i am so emo, because i love you all, fucking LOAF you bitches to death. hear me? d-e-a-t-h AND I HAD THE APARTMENT PLANNED OUT, AND I KNOW YOUD SLEEP NEXT TO ME AND WED FUCK FUCK FUCK AND I WOULDNT CRY ANYMORE AND I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW FOR DOING ALL THAT YOU HAVE IN LESS THAN I MONTH, GOD I WISH I HAD SOME FUCKING DRUGS IF I COULD COULD COULD I WOULD FUCKING OD, AND LET MY HAIR DRY IN TANGLES OVER THE BAD PARTS OF YOUR HEART. 4:16:20 AM You said: ILL TAKE PICTURES OF ME SLITING MY WRISTS AND THEN SEND THEM TO YOU AND MAKE YOU WANT ME MORE TO SUCK THE COTTON OUT OF MY CHEST AND PULL THE CLOTHES OFF MY BODY AND YOU WILL SCREAM AND MASTURBATE TO THE THOUGHT OF MY FUCKING BLOOD RUNNING DOWN MY ARMS BECAUSE THAT, IS WHAT OUR LOVE IS