im a horrible person who steals boyfriends and and and loses friens and that should die. i hate myself. and i am going to die. if i fail trying even this thing i have done and this self i have created isnt something beautiful. i've closed my eyes on you [right][font=times][quote] he tells you because he isn`t aware of it, or it won`t matter when he sobers up for whatever reason[/quote][/font][/right]