I feel seductivly plain in boys tee-shirts. I want to move to Manhatan, or Boston I think, i haven't decided, but i want a swank little apartment, and italian and indian music, and i want new fingers so i cant type without errors. Yesturday, i went to vallue villiage with jenna, i ripped a shirt and a a a yellow dress that i really liked, because they were too small, so Jenna Ham-- and i left them on the dressing room floor, yay. so, i bought a cool collared shirt, i feel like an artsy person in it, my hot black see-through skank like shirt, for hot sunny days, a peacock dress, and what i thought was a pretty blue dress, and still looks like one, but is actually a full body skort, very cool. It's blue and white and very 50's. I am un sociallike today and it is painful, having to talk to mike when i dont want to. I am a nice person aren't i? I watched a movie that is now on my favorites. amelie. It was romantic, and now i want to fall inlove with a guy i've only seen once, like, four feet away from me, and have his little booky thing. And i want a dad. So, i can steal his gnome and take it to new york and paris and everything. oh yay, oh boy, what a thrill. but I do wish i had a dad, maybe i'd be slightly different.