And I hang like a star, fucking glow in the dark for all the stormy eyes to see I really am very unhappy. I can't even listen to the CD that Laurel bought me, the mood is set at 'Christmas' Currently, I'm trying to explain to jenna why things are this way. She said that we dont talk anymore, that we arent close anymore, therefore its in my position to tell her why. It's because she's changed into this totally fake person, and i really hat eto say that, because I know people are supposed to change and all, but not like this, this is bullshit. I dont even know what the fuck I am saying anymore. I dont want to be in drama I dont want to talk to anyone anymore, it's so ridiculous and juvinile. I can't TALK to anyone.