okay so. i have decided to do the worst. my mother has brought me to this decision. and i will die or leave permenantly if she tries to stop me from leaving jnr high. i mean, shes grounded me because i dont want to go to farewell. she thinks she knows me so well, she was all "nannnnn you have tooo because its an achievvvvment oooo no parties for youoooooo." and to top that off i think mike is also avoiding me. damn heart ache. which is why i have joe to convirm this notion. i mean, he didnt TRY to talk to me at all, and i think he has lisa and shea and i blocked on msn that HOMO.