God, I really don't know how I could put it into words, how I love MORGAN for letting me use her phone. Yes Morgan, the one I haven't talked to in months, but she's still great. We gossiped and drank way to much coke, me leaving about a million bottles lying around her room. And phoning Mike and Joe, so we could have a party line. It was great, because They went all sexy men and Morgan and I danced and spun around and kept the phone off the hook for hours. We tried to watch Pulp Fiction, but it didn't work. We ended up playing really emo romantic music for a long time and calling Mike, and hearing TJ ((his cousin)) singing in the background. Morgan talked to him for awhile, which I think is sweet, i mean, rekindling old friendships!!! She felt lost, and I kept reminding her of Steve, so we finally put in the CD he made her, and I was lying on her bed talking to Mike, and doodling in my notebook, as Morgan fell asleep singing quietly to her and Steve's song ((LOVE YOU MADLY - CAKE)). Mike could hear her moaning and snoring in her sleep. But she snores cute so it's okay. Anyways. I sang to him, because I was caffinated and delerious and Love that "L-O-V-E" Song by Nat King Cole. He liked it. :)So, I started to get hazy and tired, and then that ended me up whispering into the phone most of the time, plus, I didn't want to wake Morgan up. I made him cry. Can you beleive it? I was just being me, kind of tired, dreamy Taylor though, and I could hear him cry. He has this thick way of talking when he does it. It makes him roll his 'r's more, and his 'o's are longer. I could like feel the way he was shaking so subtly when he did too. I feel realy bad still. Then he just kept saying that he loved me over and over and over, really whispering it into my ear and i felt too happy. For words. I occationally hear Tibious((cousin)) snore in the background, and Mike sometimes fall asleep, but I kept telling him not to wake up, so i could hang up and he could still like.. 'hear me' when he was asleep. Not that you could, but you know what I mean. So, I said, That this night was one that we couldn't forget and that I was officially his wife. If only if only, the woodpecker sighs. Then he started to cry again, he said it felt good, that I could make him cry, like I was helping him release all the bad emotions and things in a good way. a teary good way that would make him better in the long run. We finally got off the phone at around 2 am, he falling asleep on the couch, me in Morgan's bed. Bah, i'm secretly hoping that he can come to Edmonton this weekend. He said he maybe able to, but I don't think so. It's addicting. being involved with him, because I mean, I fell asleep to his voice, and woke up to wanting more. Talking to him all through breakfast, and things. I could SO get used to it, I really could. Morgan was cute about it too. Because before I went home, she stuck up her two index fingers and said " Are you and Mike like...close..?" and pushed her fingers together. With this romantic look on her face. TEE HEE I FEEL LIKE SUCH A GIRL. But now, i', just SO TIRED wow. Sorry Lisa, I'm too tired to come voer lol. IM TOO IN LOVE!