Current Music Tar balls and scars Current Mood Ailing anorexic girls. I've been coming home a lot lately, I suppose. What between BQOS and being sick? I just have no time. I'm kind of glad though, that I finished one of my modules (out of four). It only took three days too, which means I have to have the other one done done by the 14th or I am screwed. I'm kind of glad I'm not going to Ainlay next year, although it's really not my choice. Kristov and Tess are trying to convince me to go to Vic with them, but I really don't want to. It's more of a shit school and that's what I hate. What I would love is to go to a private school, uniforms and everything. It'd be enjoyable I think. Perhaps, I'll look that up today. I hate having pnemonia, I slept straight through everything this morning, my mom didn't even wake me up for school because i was up half the night coughing my lungs out, so I woke up at 2. *** I really can't wait for highschool to be over, but the only think that i am remotely worried about is what the fuck I am going to do after. I'm having a hard enough time getting a job thus far, so.. what'll it be like in two years? I'm going to apply for the summer for sure. Maybe I'll just do the outreach for as long as I can, leading into the summer even. I won't register for a highschool next year, I'll just do the BQOS thing. YAY... *** Go to your music player of choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. NO CHEATING. 1. How does the world see me?: Falling out of love(with you) - The 6ths 2. Will I have a happy life?: Magdelena - A Perfect Circle 3. What do my friends really think of me?: Super Sadist - Jack Off Jill 4. Do people secretly lust after me?: About A Girl- Nirvana (!!!) 5. How can I make myself happy?: Reptilia - The Strokes 6. What should I do with my life?: Kids With Guns - Gorillaz 7. Will I ever have children?: Afternoon Sister - Air 8. What is some good advice for me?: Why - A life once lost( AKA question everything.) 9. How will I be remembered?: The Blower's Daughter Pt 2 - Damien Rice ( as a lustful heartbreaking figure) 10. What is my signature dancing song?: Living Dead Girl - Rob Zombie 11. What do I think my current theme song is?: All is full of love - Death Cab. 12. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?: Nanny Nanny Boo Boo - Le Tigre 13. What song will play at my funeral?: I'm Afraid Of Americans - Bowie 14. What type of men/women do you like?: Cherry Kiss - From Autumn To Ashes 15. What is my day going to be like?: Murderotica - Norma Jeaaan