Listening to: tomorrow
Feeling: cold
There has been a strange coincidence, well, not really coincidence, but bundles of opinion.
I'm not going to my grad nine grad;
a)because i went last year, and all my worthwhile friends were at that one, so it felt like my own
b)right now, i'm really not up for the idea of going and dressing up, for such a small aparent reason
c)it's grad 9, worst year i've ever been through, school wise, and the fucking work etc etc.
therefore; i see no point. And my conclusion is; i won't go, but I'm going to try and go to Kirsten's after-dealy, if im still invited.
And the other section of coincidence is the topic of crazy.I QUOTE SHEA: "I don't know whats keeping you sane, but it sure isn't me.." and another comment along those lines. AND THEN; Neil Blue (???) says: "I can't beleive i hated you before, you're so interesting and WEIRD" key being weird. That just makes me randy-madish feeling. I have no idea what to do about it.
Right now, my life basically consists of skipping school with Adrienne, then convincing her that this is what we will tell our children when we're older.
Well; HER children, because I dont like kids, and I couldn't stand them to deal with whatever kind of shit is going to pop up in the next century. And if i ever have kids, apparently her and Shea have shared custody over them.
I also saw Jenna and Adrienne yesturday. I was in my van and they at the community league. So, i thought i'd acknowedge my presence by calling to adrienne. WHen I got home, i was in trouble for;
"SPLITTING MY MOMS EAR DRUMS.." well, shes a fag. FAG. I wanted to hang out with them, but at the same time not. I really didn't see the point, because it was nine o clock, and i had to talk to Joe. Well, i didn't have to, but i felt the NEED to.
And I did.
I talked to Joe until 1 am, and kind of died at the thought of sleeping. When i stay up late and things, it really makes me think of Morgan, and I don't know why. When she moves, I'm going to have less active weekends, yay books. But I will call her, and make her suggest books, and make her suggest movies, etc etc. Because that's what I do with Morgan. Watch movies, talk to fort macians, talk about books, quote things, kill muffins, make messes, shower in her uber cool shower, and play with Maggie..<3
I have to go and do something, because my comuters being a retard. Also, it's 11:05 and i need to preppare for my day of doing nothing. Yes, score. *pumps fist* Life is worth while.
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