wow this life i was given almost always sux! i mean friday & most of sat was GREAT! but once i come home, its hell. i get yelled at (of course), i hadda cook dinner & clean the kitchen which is supposedly against the "rules" of chores in my house, wutever... i dont remember to much of sunday till i got to andys house for his superbowl party. i FINALLY got 2 meet his family, lol.but yea, he was having the party at his house & a bunch of ppl were suppose 2 go BUT it ended up w/just me, andy, & alex. but thats okay, i had my boiz, im set. andys mom was making SO much food, i mean HOLY SHIT!!!! it was awesome!! andy has a gf rite, but he was hanging on me almost the whole night & whenever alex tried 2 even TOUCH me, andy wouldnt let him. sometimes, i dont get him at all! but the patriots won!!!! o yea & I went 2 marshalls rite B4 i went 2 andys house & I got 2 tanks & 2 pairs of jeans!! they are awesome & they fit perfectly! they look mad awesome on me! lol, sorry, a lil crazy bout them. but all hell broke loose when i got home from Andy's. Joel MADE me study 4 shit i dont get & I STILL dont remember all of it. but he kept yelling at me & then one time, i yelled baq "ur not my father!! leave me alone!" i cant tkae him. i mean Brandi pointed something out 2 me that i already knew but didn't think of, but i mean, he cares about me/us and i/we care about him. who the fuck would take guardianship of 4 children that he has NO relation 2....but......when he yells at me, it drives me KrAzIe!!!!! hes not my dad and i dont want one, he should stop trying 2 be it. but hes very responsible. i love my mom bc shes done SO much for us all(joel has 2 tho) & she has changed so much, 4 the better. if i hadda pick who 2 live with, id choose both. but GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!!!! i mean, okay, i offered 2 help my mom when we got stuck in someones driveway, than after the 3rd time of asking, she goes "i dont need ur smart..." something, i couldn't hear the rest bc she was fucking mumbling and i just cant take all this bullshit in life!!!