wow, i got 126 hits and 33 comments on *82* im bi, thats the MOST i have EVER gotten.. to brandi: I never fuckin used you!!! crying is a is a big deal 4 me, not many ppl have seen me cry either. i didnt know u were crying, i wasnt looking bc when i see u i get sad. if i didnt fuckin care about u then i wouldnt have kept going. i told them 2 leave comments but i didnt know they are going to keep telling me 2 slit my wrists. so i told them 2 go away. n yea, i fucking understand y they are mad at me, i see y they fuckin hate me. i really do! n obviously u didnt really know me either...yes, i know wut rejection is, yes, i know wut its like. i dont fuckin walk all over ppl...n I DID FUCKIN CARE ABOUT YOU!! this is y i always fuckin say whatever..bc u DONT FUCKIN BELIEVE ME!!!! n I DONT always fuckin get wut i want! i did get pissed off at ur friends, it was hurting bc i HATE it when ppl tell me 2 slit my wrists! llok, when i say love, it means i REALLY care about that person, n i DO really care about u, n being rejected by u if i gave u a hug WOULD have made me slit my wrist, but whatever okay, i hurt you, ppl now hate me, i get it. but i guess im 2 fuckin dense 2 get these life lessons..so yea, later. but i just want u 2 know ONE FUCKIN THING!!!! i still care about u n im sorry im still fucking hurting you. yea, there u go. i dunno who this painnevrends person is but, yea, im great at havin ppl hate me..oh well, i should get use 2 it bc im SUCH A BITCH!!! yea hey guys, im NOT gonna slit my wrists. oh well. n i said 2 post anything u want, but what i MEANT was anything BUT telling me 2 slit my wrists. that is what fuckin pissed me off. yea. n i thought i was bi since the summer..but i hid it from ppl bc i figured ppl would hate me 4 it, but since ppl hate me anyways, there u go! ur rite, we DID have a great friendship huh? bye.