My heart fades to black and turns to stone at the sight of you-Yet I love you so Okay, well this is going to be the last entry for a bit. I am going to write here once a week, maybe more, like if it is more than it is probably one a quiz or something out of boredom. This will motivate me to update my written journal. That is the main reason. also because no one comments so I don't think anyone reads this, so it is semi-pointless to type it all. I don't really mind the no comments though, lol. Today I have been really happy but I felt like crying. Like their has been a knot in my throat all day and earlier tears were welling up in my eyes, but of course, they never fall. I rarely cry. Some say it is unhealthy but so is a lot of other things I do, so I guess it fits me, lol. I fucking hate people. I mean how the fuck can you say such hurtful things to someone you don't even fucking know? How can you speak to someone with such fucking hatred like that? I don't get people, and ppl fucking wodner why I have a trust problem and why I fucking cut! Fuck everybody okay, what the fuck ever.