Hello Brandi, WTF! of course i give a shit! u honestly DONT freakin get it! i dont say this is the best day ever. i VERY rarely say that! well im not depressed all the time but im not happy all the time either. and i can be happy 4 a minute then i remember shyt. n YES i DO care!!!!!!and i fucking put on a smile so ppl dont wonder...i dont like talk bout my problems n shyt...but whatever...u never believed me since like...forever...so whatever.and I NEVER WROTE THAT!!!!!!!!!! and if i did i MUST have been fucking joking around!!!! i cared about you SO FUCKIN MUCH!!!! I still do!!!! n i dont care what barry says bout me anymore..whatever. im NOT trying to fuck wit ur mind!!!!! how am I still fucking wit it?? saying that i still care for u, that im sry...wut the fuck dou want me 2 say?!?!?!?! YES!!! I really DO FUCKING CARE!! im sure u really cared that i was there...y should u care? i hurt you!! im sry u was sad bc of me. i missed the bus n my mum didnt bring me. sry i still have ur pants..ill try 2 remember to bring them in tomorrow. u...just..err...dont get it!! I do care bout u and i always will!!!! but think wut u want. sorry you dont believe me. -me barry, look, i will fucking leave ur life..both of urz okay?!?! just SOTP fucking telling me 2 slit my wrist!! your a fucking ASS!!!! u could SERIOUSLY say something else!!!! sorry you hate me 2. -me pyea, fuck life, whatever...i think im just going to give up on the whole fucking thing with brandi bc im guessing this is better bc im STILL fucking hurting her!! whatever! -me