AAAHHHH!! I wish I had 15 dollars to buy a ticket to see my friends band at the Worcester Palladium, I am SO pissed that I can't go..I am going to bum money off of my mom so I can go...erm..I hope I can... Sarah might be going with us (My family & I) to the flee market tomorrow or Sat, I am trying for Sat bc she said she has plans prolly for Sat..ssoooo, I hope she can go. She is SO wonderful. I REALLY like her..A TON!!!!!! Since Joel pushed me so much...all the way back to cutting...my mom is kepping the restraining order on him for me...and Amanda to I think. But she is lifting it from Andrew and Eric and her....I really don't like him but he DID help us....quite a bit..err, oh well. But he did pushed me too far. I mean my mom going into the hospital didn't even have me cut (mainly bc my friends told me not 2 & they were there for me) But they were there for me then 2..not as much..but still, I don't know, it was a dumb idea on my part...whatever. :)-Thank you