We got home last night at about 11:40 and I went to bed about 12:50. I slept rather okay last night but after the sun was up I started to constantly wake up. So at 9ish I just got up and took a shower. I miss it here, this house is so wonderful and so full of energy. I love this house. And it is really big so it is fun to just walk around in it, lmao. Dusten called me today. I was on the phone a little while ago with him. I haven't talked to him in a couple of months, not even an email. I was happy to talk to him, even though he calls then says nothing, lol. but that is okay. I am going to go to his house sometime soon. I am not sure when, but all he has to do is fix his car and he is going to come over and pick me up. I have never been to his house. I have seen pictures and stuff but yeah, not the same. Can't wait. Hold up, have to go eat... Okay, lol. I had homemade pizza, I absolutely LOVE pizza! It is one of my favourite things to eat! Okay, enough with the pointless crap... I have moved out of the shadows of nervousness, the clouds of anxiety have moved on and the bright sun of a hopeful future is on my back. I am happy about this. Today, I went to Marshall's to help Carrie pick out sheets from Roman's new bed. I was going to get some jeans but I told Carrie not to worry about it. That I will get them some other time. They (Bob and Carrie) say that I am a full fledged family member so I get all the good and the bad. Such as I get a bit more responsibility and chores but I also get an allowance, lol. It isn't much, only 20 bucks a week but ehh, I don't care. And they are not allowing me to send it to my mom (thank god), but I am going to save half of it and give it to my mom when I get back home. She will need it. I hope we don't loose the car, that is the worst (almost) thing that can happen to her right now. I am allergic to this necklace that my friend gave me and I wore it to bed one night so now I have this ring of a rash on my chest (I think I already wrote this down). But it is still pretty itchy, lol. July 15th I am going back to Ware. I hope Carrie will be willing to drive me over to see my family. I need to pick up a couple of things and I want to say happy birthday to my brother and mom. My mom's birthday is the 25th. Kind of cool, she is turning...39....yeah, that is it, 39, lol. I almost for got for a moment. I am still kind of depressed for some reason, I think it is because I don't do very well around people I don't know, especially if I am not being my normal talkative self. So since I don't know anyone up here, I have no one to talk to. It is kind of boring but it is better than my house, I don't have to ask for so much, I can just do it. ROCK OUT! I miss her. This is killing me, she sent me a comment and she isn't mad at me, but I want to know if she still likes me (Sarah C). But even if she does, it wouldn't matter, I am here and she is there. And I also miss...well, everyone at Rites and some people from school...actually, to tell you the truth, I only miss two people at my school. Like if it wasn't for Andy and Alex and Sarah C at my school, I would move in with Bob and Carrie permanently. They want me to stay for my senior year, and I would except I have three people back home that I would miss, not including my sister and the rest of my family. And I would be even farther from everyone from Rites. And I also like my CAD program at my school, it is good. Well, I might write more later, I am stopping myself before I say something I don't want to... Peace out With Love- -kimmi