*89* I'm Not Okay

Listening to: Nonpoint-Past it all
Feeling: achy
erm.... I am leaving for six days to Rites of Spring, the BEST thing I can do right now seeing as how fucked up the posistion I'm in is..lol Sorry if that doesn't make sense, don't feel like typing.. "fuck it all"-Robin Williams He said it best! Yeah, I can't take this shit with fucking Brandi, I have fucking cried WAY to many times bc of her! And hey, I don't talk shit! Yeah, right, you NEVER fucking gave a shit huh...What the fuck ever.. I hate me sometimes Oh yeah, and for Amanda's birthday, we went to Unos..it was fun, everyone goit along. Dusten never fuckin came over, err.. Yesterday was fun I went to cote's and we all played volleyball in the rain. Then we ate at his house then went to the basement and "Worked out" lol, They all did (him and my bros n my sister) and I just kinda sat there..till we went to his room..lol His room is fuckin BLUE!! I LOVE IT! lol HEY! We didn't do anything, we just talked n shyt while he changed his shirt and he gave me this black one since my sweatshirt was wet from the game. He smells good 2... I kinda like him Oh yeah, and Kevin found out (only bc I told him) That I still like him.. So today we talk, it was kool That is why I am hungry, we (me, him, and Sean W.) just stood there talking, it was fun. whatever...there Amanda [organicpeae] it got happy, lol. :) PS-Mike, if you EVER read this..I heart you...haha..and you are WAY to sad for..you
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well i try to atleast help you seem like a cool person just going through some bullshit all i can do is try to help in some way :)
I love Robin Williams and yeah I know the feeling.
dont hate yourself silly goose!! and prom is for the cool kids anyways!
yes he is hahah we were try'n to make a mini mosh pit but i took the picturre after he almost landed on me it was so not funny but yeah it was fun we have time to waist
robin willams rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sure you can add me as long as i can add you dont worry life will get better its sorta gettn better for me
your friend
antonio
hey not beeing to strate forwed but your hot lol
antonio
hey im just wondering do you have aol or msn
antonio
it's alway nice when they smell good lol.

Amber