Listening to: Space - Smething Corperate
Feeling: confused
So Michael is coming over today. It's so weird, like earlier this week I was thinking about how perfect things were with him and I wouldnt want to change a single thing, but now things just arent the same and I dont know what happened. He is so nice and caring and like the best any girl could get. We don't fight or disagree or anything, like he has never been a jerk to me ever, but I just don't like him as much as I used to. Like I get to see him in 2 hours and I dont really care. I guess I'm bored. And he has been in a bad mood lately, not to me but in general, and its just not as fun hanging out as it was before. I don't know what to do because he always talks about how he would be so sad and flip out if we ever broke up and he hasn't done anything to make me break up with him so it would be a surprise to him if I did. His best friend just got dumped and it was because his girl friend had led him on. And we were talking about how bad it was to do that, and now I feel like I'm doing that because I don't really like him that much anymore yet I keep telling him I love him. I don't know what to do, maybe I'll give it a week.... later
mle
xoxo Steph