So this weeks been a weird one. Yesterday I went to my first class and talked to a girl who I thought didn't talk at all and she's quite funny and smarter than I thought, I under estimate people. Then second period was super weird. I had to cook a steak with one of my friends and a girl who used to be my friend way way back in the day, for chemistry. So we were outside just discussing the stuff to do with the lab than my friend went inside to mass something. It was weird talking to this girl who when we were young had been so different. I sat there in my chucks and studded belt with my skate logo shirt on, and then she was wearing her nice jacket and designer jeans and all that. It was just odd how we had changed. And wow akward... I mean we were discussing chemistry, but when I;m trying desperately to make conversation I sound like an idiot ha. Anyways that was weird. Then this morning I got up at 5 went for a walk and saw my physics teacher running. Which was also weird, cause it was five in the morning and I knew I'd see her in like 3 hourd. Anyways then I got to school and found out Britt was having a party on Friday, the night I have to close at work! That sucks sooo incredibly much because the two guys that I want to hook up with are going. I really really want to be there, to at least just talk and be with "him" like at her last party. Friday is going to suck at work, cause I told Mike and Denise Id walk home with them and they are probably going to have something for me to do on the way home and I dont feel like doing stuff. I just want to go to Britts soooooo damn bad! But I need to get up at five tomorrow so im going to bed Em