So tomorrow is the Sum41 concert. We've been having all this crappy weather so I hope it doesnt get cancelled. My basketball tournament was cancelled and it was at the same place as the concert, and we were hosting it, so I would have been there tomorrow anyways for the basketball and then I could have snuck backstage very easially... so now im sad that it got cancelled because that means I'll have to be all normal like the rest of the people going to the concert. And I think tonight is going to suck because I'm being forced to go to a hockey game I got completely tricked into saying I would go and Im not in the mood for doing anything tonight, I dont really feel good, I have no money and that always sucks, and I have to buy michael something so I dont know what the heck im going to get him for Valentines day, cause he told me today that he got me something and I cant break up with him because that would just be weird on valentines day so Ill try and get through this week and then in a couple weeks hes talking about living with his sister for a week, which is right around the corner from me and if we break up before that then that will screw his plans up, because he will just be at his sisters house all day alone, and I really like his mother and she invited me to go play pool with them sometime and Im going to feel so bad when I dump him, but I've got to do it because I really just dont like him anymore. Even when he is being sweet it just annoys me as bad as that sounds and its really mean that I keep being with him, but Im being a bitch and he still tells me all these sweet things and man I wish he would just dump me so I dont have to do it! I dont know why he wont do it... Oh well I got to go find some money somewheres later mle