These past two days have been so weird! Well I missed that party this weekend and turns out two of my friends started making out, the thing is their both girls, and then alot of people found out and things have just been so weird. One of them was a good friend but the other one I didnt reallt like, and now my friend isnt really talking to me as much and just hanging out with the other one. And then she cheated on her boyfriend that night with a girl and with another guy haha. Anyways so I'm sort of glad I didn't go to that, but I think I could have controlled myself and not cheated on Mike, but I dont know how long we are going to last anyways because I think he knows that we are kinda like not so great, maybe not though, anyways later mle