I Miss him sooo much right now! Okay so my weekend started Wenesday and oh did it start. Wednesday night I went to Cody's with Jake, Will, Caitlin, Dru, Noah, Aaron and some people. So we drank and I got pretty damn drunk. So will is trashed and his pants wont stay up haha it was hilarious. Then they make up their minds they want to go to the Big Stop. So we pile in the car and the only sober one, Noah drives us to the Big Stop. Oh my god, as I was ordering I pulled all the shit off the table onto the floor and I was still trying to order ahah it was soo bad but funny. And then I ordered cake and I had it all over me and all over the table and floor and everywhere else you can imagine. not to mention I saw this girl named Jackie who I work with there as I was sucking the icing off my spoon it was not good. then the bill was like $50 and will paid for all of us haha sucker. Then Noah took me home and Aaron pretty much called me an idiot. Then the nest morning I get up, go to work, get my hair cut and then go to the university with Ryan to find his date. So when we do find his date I get a call from Kevan asking me to come over to chill, so I ditch ryan for Kevan and Harv, and oh how I love Harv! Anyway so I went to Kevan's and he told me about his new girlfriend and the kid is funny as fack and I love it so that was fun. Then Ryan came over and all four of us went to the big stop at like 1 to have breakfast. It was pretty damn sweet. Then yesterday I slept in and then packed and got ready to go to PEI. Mike picked me up and me Denise, Melinda and Mike headed to go see Ashley for her Birthday. When we got there we went to this shitty ass restaurant but it was still fun and Ashley knew like eevryone. Then we met her roomate and a friend of his that was such a sweet guy that i really wish I had got to know better. Anyway so we are chilling and then this 40 year old guy they go to school with shows up with like weed and stuff and it was just really funny. He kept telling me he had kids my age. So Ashley said we were leaving to go meet some of her friends soon so Im like well Ill drink 3 of my things and then take the last one for the walk. So in a matter of 20 minutes I chugged not only 3, not four but 5 REVs... Oh my god... soo drunk. I ran to the bathroom because I was sure I was going to throw up. Ashleys friend Treze was there and chris and jamie and Zuchini and some other peeps and I was freaking crazy. Then we left to go to the Motel and thats where things get fuzzy. I remmeber meeting a lot of people, Kyla and Julie and like a bunch of people I was left alone there for a good while. Then I some how got to Jacks and got pizza and then I got chinese food and then took it back to Ashleys and then I got to sit with Jake :). And he had his arm around me and then some how I ended up with someone else and I have no idea how it happened but it really sucked cause I really like him. Haha so I end up with this guy then Im like wtf so Treze was helping me get him off me, it was pretty damn funny. And then everone left and everyone else went to bed (at this point it was like 4) but I was like What? The party's not over yet so I went over to the motel and hung out with a bunch of people and had this guy keep givin me booze.. yeah he was working me. Then Blair walked back so I tagged along and passed out. This morning I woke up to find Melinda had lost her wallet. All in all the night was effed up but fun shit. Then today I sat around and did shit all... except miss a guy I barely talked to. I dont like anyone in highschool anymore. Like the guys are so ridiculous and hit on girls in grade nine its just stupid, like university guys are fucking sweet haha, I cant wait until next year! Speaking of which Jacob starting telling me that I was jealous when I saw him with this girl and that he knew I wanted him... ahahha the biggest bs I ever heard. So now he is all like, you know what? Im not with her so will you make some time for me?... like all this stuff, saying how I looked really good at the dance blah blah blah. He's liked me before but I told him that I didnt fell the same way and he was a bitch to me for so long after that. he put mayonase in my drink.. and I drank it. So I think Im going to use this to get back at him, cause he annoys the shit out of me. tonight im out with denise mike and ryan, should be crazy. Em