Sooo its been some weird three weeks. Im finding myslef super emotional lately. I can cry over almost anything. So two fridays ago I was suposed to get off work and go to Carly's party at like 12. Anyway her party got busted by teh police and so everyone had left by that time, except for caitlin and lesley... which lesley did stuff to her, anyway So the next day I se Carly and she's like omg Im so sorry, cause we were both at a David Suzuki thing. Whicch wss incredible, that man is a scientific genious. SO anyway after Suzuki her me and duncan went to duncans and then amherst to help he rclean up. It was fun and funny, fuond lots of beer. Anyway so after that we went and picked up hilary and went to sackville. Then Britt, Ashley, Erin, Denise, MEghan, Mike and Ryan went to Mike's to drink. So we were having a fun time as always then Erin had to leave and Brit and Ashley were going with her. So britt stayed and I think Erin was pretty pissed. So after Ash and Erin left things got really weird. Britt told us some personal stuff about who she had done stuff with.. and we were all like ahh wow didn't see that coming. So anyway then we played some odd games involving bottles. So Mike decides we are too drunk and kicks us out, so all of us walk downtown. We go to greco/the park and OH MY GOD guess who's there? None other than like Luke and Seb and Mallory and Carlene and Melanie and Cassie, and HARV! and a truckload of the popular hot kids ha. So we talked for a while. Then Pat and Hilary pull up and we were all over his car I feel so bad now that I think about it. Anyway that was fun then I run down to the curling club because justin richard told me there was a party there and I find Nick and Luke there, and it was a wedding reception. So I run back to the park and there I see things from Denise I could have done without haha. Then Meghan found Jason who was like dieing so she brought him to the hospital and then mike and Denise left. SO me Ryan and brittany were left sittin on the steps takling. So Im sittin there and I look up and I see a police guy standing on a ledge close to us so I was all like oh shit Oh shti then he jumped down and we were like "ahh hey we were jut leaving blah blah blah parents blah blah sorry about being out so late.. bye" he was really nice though so that was interesting. Anyway then Ryan and Britt got a cab and Mike plus Denise walked me home and that was that night. The next week I had some crazy exams. I did my Chemistry one.. and its advanced chemistry on the effin computer it was soo hard but I studied all the right stuff and got 94%.. so anyway that was good. Then last weekend was my Brithday Party... We had planned to have in the woods but then we couldn't do that with so many people. SO no one knew what was going on so we ended up having it at Mike's house because his parents were away. It was Mike, Denise, Ryan, JAmie(Ryan's french Friend haha), Kaider, Ashley, Meghan, Melinda, Britt, and me. So we are partying and leaving and skateboarding and all that and anyway I see Sam walking into his houe and Im all like wow he's hot (drunk). And then he turned around and it was Sam... this guy I can't stand at all so I was like ewww I can't believe I just said that. Anyway so no one I want is there (Dave, Kevan, random Amherst boys).. So Meghan thinks because I said Sam was hott that she would invite him over. Except she forgot I hate and can't stand the fucking kid. So anyway she runs up to me and is like Emily! Sam's coming over. So I know they were doing it to be nice so I only complained a little bit about it but I was really crapped out that no one was there. I was going to invite more people but Mike said he didn't want to many there so I didn't invite too many and the ones I did invite couldn't come. So it really sucked.. I mean I liked most of the people that were there but I really wanted it to be a big woods party. I cried like twice ha... But Mike and Denise had got me a card and a cake and pizza so I didn't say anything to them about it cause they really tried, and I totally appriciated it. Anyway so Sam gets there and through out the nigt Amanda and Sam and Cassandra show up which was fun. Then I walked Amanda home and we chatted. So then Ashley comes bitching to me about Melinda and MElinda hears her and flips. Like really flips, I dont really want to write it but it includes a fridge magnet. And so Ashley told me some really personal sutff about Melinda and herself and Melinda got soo pissed. Ive been keeping myself up to date on the live journal situation which is like the only place they are talking now so anyway I dunno. So Im sleeping with Meghan that night and I hear aAshley outside crying so I get up and go outside and she's upset so I tell her to go sleep with Meghan and Ill pull an all nighter downstairs with passed out Kaider. And so anyway she ended up sleeping with her and wow I was so tired. I would have loved to have slept up stairs in a real bed.. but I slept downstairs on a floor which no pillow or covers ha. Man what a birthday that was. So we get up forget last night and go to Mc ds. That night I closed with Denise and Braedon and didn't do much. Monday I sat around and did nothing... at all. I made a video and put it on youtube... I am a losah. Tuesday was the day of my actual birthday and Denise Meghan and I went to Mels to ahve some food and Denise paid. Then we visited Melinda and looked at prom stuff. Later that nice im out walking and I meet Denise at like 10. So we walk to the park and she goes to see Mike and I go off on my little emo walk listenin to some musak . Then yesterday I went swimming then big stop thensaw mike skateboarding at 10.. again ha... todays prom and grandmarch I can't wait to see it.