Bloody Fuckin Hell! I wish there was a emotion that said fucked because that's what I am...I dont know what the hell I want anymores.. last enty I wanted michael.. one before that I was glad we broke up... this one im right in the god damn middle! He told a bunch of my friends that he is going to ask me backout at the movie we are going to on thursday... and FUCK! Like I wanted him to ask me out on friday but now I dont know what the hell I want... god I hate this shit.. I wish he would just get over me so I had a reason to get over him, but he keeps telling me that he misses me and is thinkin of me and he makes me fall in love with him every fucking time I talk to him, and then I dont know how im going to say no when he asks me out at the movies... Ive thought about it and really dont want a relationship, I want to be single!! But he is so hurt and when he talks to my friends about it, its really bad, and Im scared what he is going to do but I cant go out with him just to like make him happy FUCK mle