I finally did it. I broke it off with Michael, I immidiately regreted it after I did but now im glad I did it. I did end up doing it online like the pussy I am. I tried really hard at school but it was too hard, and I kept getting interupted, but in the past hour we have had the best conversation ever, like just as friends. And I think things are under control because his MSN name went from: "fuck life,fuck everything i quit:(" to "Mike" to "Todays been a bad day but im gonna hold my head up and mabey tomorrow will be better:(" and then to "Why does it have to hurt so much:(." So we talked for a while and things arent so bad anymores, so were going to be good friends, I really dont think things will change that much, besides were in a band together! He can't stand to lose my expert drumming! anyways later mle