i have so much homework to do. i am going to lag. and i will stay up longer..i never got to take my nap. cierra made me happy today. i can't say how or what it was..i just felt happy to have her there. i am bored with high school. i am so bored and annoyed with it. i want to do independent study but thats so complicated. i always tend to stay with things that seem the simplest to do. i mean the simplest to have done for you. i have so much to say, but lately it hasnt felt right to put it in here. i am detached from this place right now. im sure ill come back soon enough. will you still love me when you're in heaven and i am in hell?