"im sorry i havent been around for you this week. its just been very busy. its not that i dont want to be around you its just that i have had things that got in the way. i really wanted to be with you. :( i will be back monday and we can hang out again :) love you" [incrustwetrust] -(ian a long while ago) AND NOWI WANNADIE AGAIN. why does life haveto suck SO FUCKING MUCH? I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. why do things have to be this way. it isnt FAIR. IT ISNT FUCKING FAIR. i wanna die. i put so muchof mylife into him. it was obvious..i planned on being with him for a loong longtime. just read it...itsall wrapped up in a journal named naproxenslut. andITSUCKS. BECAUSE I DONT WANT TO DO THIS. it hurts it hurts it hurts.